Waiting

First day after you leave Me
Today i cant stop sad but must be strong..
I have feel that for the last.. I think like that..
Ohh..
Maybe just now i feel more than for the last.
I was fall in love true..
Im so sad
Im so bad
Im so not good
Im so stupid
I had know our position and im still loving you..
Still have hope you want to back again...
Im stupid if thinking you can back here...
Who is iam..
Maybe now im must be walking alone again..
Nothing people can beside me and care with me..
Must be strong for everything.  
Must be can do everything alone
Must be can stand alone..
Nevermind come on wake up.. 
Live must go on.. 
Dont think if he not thinking you and he was leaving you
Dont care if he was forget you..
Come on.. 
do not expect anything else for him..
Im so sad..
Its so heavy.. .